“Always trying to keep me on my toes. Can’t allow me to become complacent,” she said, biting her lip a little when he started kissing her shoulder.
Natasha could withstand all sorts of torture and never lose her focus, but this was a whole new level of torture, one that she didn’t particularly want to resist, or at least her body didn’t. In her past, before S.H.I.E.L.D., if she had ever let anyone touch her as part of a seduction it had never affected her focus. They were just men, marks, and her body a weapon that could not be triggered by anyone she didn’t want. With Clint it was entirely different. She loved him, she trusted him, and she had never been so helplessly attracted to a man before in her life. He knew what she liked, and knew exactly how to get the reactions he wanted. With him she could completely relax and let herself be helpless to his touch.
Except right now this was about winning, and she wouldn’t win if she gave him, and even admitting that she needed him to stop sounded like defeat.
“I... mmm,” she couldn’t suppress the slight moan when he picked up the pace, giving her no room to breath between his ministrations. It took all of her will power to keep her eyes from closing, and she was grateful for the brief reprieve after completing a level as she waited for the next one to load. “I didn’t say that.”
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Date: 2014-02-22 05:03 pm (UTC)From:Natasha could withstand all sorts of torture and never lose her focus, but this was a whole new level of torture, one that she didn’t particularly want to resist, or at least her body didn’t. In her past, before S.H.I.E.L.D., if she had ever let anyone touch her as part of a seduction it had never affected her focus. They were just men, marks, and her body a weapon that could not be triggered by anyone she didn’t want. With Clint it was entirely different. She loved him, she trusted him, and she had never been so helplessly attracted to a man before in her life. He knew what she liked, and knew exactly how to get the reactions he wanted. With him she could completely relax and let herself be helpless to his touch.
Except right now this was about winning, and she wouldn’t win if she gave him, and even admitting that she needed him to stop sounded like defeat.
“I... mmm,” she couldn’t suppress the slight moan when he picked up the pace, giving her no room to breath between his ministrations. It took all of her will power to keep her eyes from closing, and she was grateful for the brief reprieve after completing a level as she waited for the next one to load. “I didn’t say that.”