Want. He kept using that word. Want. Was that what she wanted? She didn’t know. She didn’t know what she wanted, but it felt like the best option. No, it sounded like the best option. She didn’t know how it felt either.
“Thank you,” was all she managed to say. What else could she say right now? Would she regret this decision? Every day of her life. Would she regret not terminating the pregnancy? When she lost the baby then yes, every day of her life.
If, a traitorous voice whispered in her head. If she lost the baby. The chance was slim that she wouldn’t, but then it’s very existence at this point should have been impossible too. Maybe it was... what, meant to be? No, she didn’t believe in destiny. She believed in choice, in making her own path, her own life.
But what if this is the wrong choice?
She made no reaction to Clint’s touch, but nodded her head at his words. “You can stay. I’m just going to check on the cat,” she finally said. She knew he was worried, though, and she couldn’t leave it like that, it wasn’t fair to him. Unfolding herself from her scrunched up position, she placed her hand on one side of his face and softly pressed her lips to the other. “I'm with you."
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Date: 2014-06-09 09:39 pm (UTC)From:“Thank you,” was all she managed to say. What else could she say right now? Would she regret this decision? Every day of her life. Would she regret not terminating the pregnancy? When she lost the baby then yes, every day of her life.
If, a traitorous voice whispered in her head. If she lost the baby. The chance was slim that she wouldn’t, but then it’s very existence at this point should have been impossible too. Maybe it was... what, meant to be? No, she didn’t believe in destiny. She believed in choice, in making her own path, her own life.
But what if this is the wrong choice?
She made no reaction to Clint’s touch, but nodded her head at his words. “You can stay. I’m just going to check on the cat,” she finally said. She knew he was worried, though, and she couldn’t leave it like that, it wasn’t fair to him. Unfolding herself from her scrunched up position, she placed her hand on one side of his face and softly pressed her lips to the other. “I'm with you."