Natasha Romanoff | The Black Widow (
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Dancing in the Dark (for
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They didn’t get a lot of time off together, at least not enough to make a trip away worthwhile, so for this one weekend they decided to stay in the city and play tourist for the day.
They had started with a walk through Central Park before grabbing an early lunch at one of the city’s many street vendors and then wandering through the American Museum of Natural history. Natasha found the Hall of Minerals fascinating while Clint had gotten a kick out of all the dinosaur bones. They both enjoyed laying under the big blue whale with all the normal people.
Afterwards they went to a nice restaurant for supper, blending into the crowd of normal couples as best they could and Natasha actually forgot if she was playing a role or being herself as they finished their wine and shared their desserts.
“Thank you,” she said sincerely as they left the restaurant, stepping back into the cool night air. Nearby a busker played guitar and sang with surprising melody and soul, barely seeming to notice as people threw change into his open case, so caught up was he in his music.
They had started with a walk through Central Park before grabbing an early lunch at one of the city’s many street vendors and then wandering through the American Museum of Natural history. Natasha found the Hall of Minerals fascinating while Clint had gotten a kick out of all the dinosaur bones. They both enjoyed laying under the big blue whale with all the normal people.
Afterwards they went to a nice restaurant for supper, blending into the crowd of normal couples as best they could and Natasha actually forgot if she was playing a role or being herself as they finished their wine and shared their desserts.
“Thank you,” she said sincerely as they left the restaurant, stepping back into the cool night air. Nearby a busker played guitar and sang with surprising melody and soul, barely seeming to notice as people threw change into his open case, so caught up was he in his music.
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“I’m sorry,” she said quietly. Catching his hand, she stopped them and turned him to face her. “We won’t think about it any longer, and we don’t have to talk about anything you don’t want to while we’re here, okay?” Squeezing his hand, she offered a soothing smile.
“This is our time, and we can do whatever you want. We won’t discuss work, it will be a true escape.” Raising her other hand to his face, she ran her fingertips lightly along his jaw. “If you want to talk, though, I am here to listen.”
She didn’t want him to think that she didn’t want to talk about the heavy stuff, that she didn’t want him to open up to her. On the contrary, she hoped that this trip would go a long way to healing him, and part of that would probably involve discussing his pain and his fears. She didn’t want to push him, however, at least not at first. “Anything you want, I’m here.”
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For the moment Clint really didn't feel much like going into this further. But he wanted to let Natasha know, it was okay, that she had done nothing wrong. He could have waved the question off, after all.
So he leaned down for another of these soft, swift kisses, this time on her forehead, and held her close in his arms for a moment before they continued their way. By now the sun was gaining considerably strength, and being outside without any protection only lead to headaches. That wasn't what they needed on their first day.
At his front door they had a not so pleasant surprise waiting. Obviously that kitten, Natasha had cuddled before, was a clever little bastard. It had known exactly where to find them. At least now he could grin again.
"That fleabag will be following you on your heel if you encourage it. Don't say I didn't warn you."
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Picking up the pace a little until they finally got back to Clint’s little house, Natasha chuckled when they found they had company waiting.
“I did nothing of the sort,” she said, scooping the kitten up in one hand. “I suppose you are more of a dog person?” Holding the kitten up in front Clint’s face a moment as if to challenge him to deny how adorable it was, she took a few steps away from the door and set it down again.
Picking up the pace a little until they finally got back to Clint’s little house, Natasha chuckled when they found they had company waiting.
“I did nothing of the sort,” she said, scooping the kitten up in one hand. “I suppose you are more of a dog person?” Holding the kitten up in front Clint’s face a moment as if to challenge him to deny how adorable it was, she took a few steps away from the door and set it down again. <Run along, little one,> she said in perfect Italian before straightening up and rejoining Clint at the door.
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"Love your accent", he chuckled, watching the little visitor vanish through a hole in the hedge.
He very much doubted they had seen it for the last time. Not the way it had just looked at him on Natasha's arm, with that smug, nearly triumphing little purr. Little bastard knew exactly it had found someone with a soft spot.
"I don't mind cats", he claimed stiffly, though when they entered, not wanting to spoil the game. "I just wish they got the population in southern countries under control."
Because, really, you wanted to search for the next shotgun when these fleabags started to have midnight conversations or orgies right in front of your house. But he kept that little detail to himself and busied himself with a new water bottle from the fridge instead.
"So... about that bath..."
He leaned against the kitchen counter with one eyebrow raised and didn't even try to hide his very curious glance down Natasha's body. Really, he maybe needed to go sure he didn't have concurrence in the shape of a meowing devil.
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That didn’t mean she sometimes didn’t consider it, though.
“As much as people like to domesticate them, they are still animals, and not so easily controlled,” she said, sticking her bottom lip out slightly at him to playfully mock the whole grumpy facade he was putting on.
Of course it didn’t take long for Clint’s mind to wander and Natasha rolled her eyes as she snatched the bottle from his hand and took a drink. “You’re little more than an animal yourself,” she said, grinning at him. Taking one last sip before handing the water back, she made sure to dribble a little on her chin and tilted her head back so that a few droplets ran down her neck to disappear beneath her shirt. “A bath does sound good, though...”
Keeping her eyes on his face, she slowly unbuttoned her shirt, starting at the bottom, button by painstaking button. When she reached the last one, though, she abruptly turned her back on him before slipping off the shirt and tossing it over her shoulder at him and heading toward the bathroom.
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Clint pretended to be sulking, to not trace the line of these wicked little drops falling onto her skin with his eyes, but couldn't keep his frown for long when Natasha started to undress.
"And you're a goddamn tease", he called after her, her shirt perfectly caught in his right hand- at least his reflexes obviously worked, even when he went a little caveman on her.
And well, just because they were obviously out to poke each other right now, he didn't resist burying his face in the soft fabric, a very pleasured smile on his lips that he didn't need to fake. God, he loved her smell.
By the time he had his boiling blood under control again, Natasha had already figured out the few functions of that huge ceramic tub that inherited the whole corner by the window, enough for two people to easily sit there side by side... or of course a little closer if desired. He had already gotten rid of his shirt and watched Natasha with heated eyes, waiting for her to continue her little game. There was still a certain challenge from yesterday on the airport on his mind and he wouldn't put it past her aiming for revenge now.
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“Think you worked up enough of a sweat to deserve this?” she asked, moving to stand directly in front of him. Ducking her head, she ran the flat of her tongue across his chest, tasting the slight salt on his skin. “I’m not so sure...”
Leaning back to meet his eyes again, she grabbed the waistband of his shorts and pulled him a half step closer before undoing the button and zipper and pushing the shorts over his hips to pool at his feet on the floor.
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Ignoring the small but undeniable interest going on under his clothes, he willingly stepped out of them at her motion and returned the favor gladly then. Only he went down onto his knees in a fluid motion after his hands had sneaked their way onto her hips and under her shorts. He slid them down easily along with her underwear and kept his hands softly caressing on her calves then, looking up at her from lust darkened eyes, taking in the sight of her nearly nude, beautiful form.
"I do have time for a little workout until the water is ready, though..."
He nuzzled his stubble covered cheek against her thigh and placed slow, open mouthed kisses on her skin while his hands made their way up her legs, cradling her thighs, the pale round curve of her ass.
"Think I can earn my ticket into that tub with you?"
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“Hmm,” she muttered, running her hands back through his hair. “I think you have a decent shot at it, but you better make it good. There’s not a lot of time.”
The tub was oversized and would take much longer to fill than a normal one, but Clint enjoyed taking his time and drawing her pleasure out, so he would definitely have to change his game to beat the clock.
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"Trust me, beautiful..."
He ran one hand back down to her knee and nudged it gently over his shoulder, so the nude inviting softness between her legs was presented right in front of his hungry eyes.
"I don't need hours to make you come really... good."
He neared her skin with every huskily whispered word more until he could see his breath leave goose bumps on it and her beloved scent hit his senses, intoxicating, promising and positively addicting. Helping her keep her balance with his hands firmly holding her hips, he let his tongue dart forward, lapping on her sensitive exposed lips in long strokes, parting them for his greedy administrations. Her sweet, well known taste lingered in his mouth when he sucked her flesh into his mouth. Nibbling, teasing for just a few seconds before he pressed his face closer to his destination and pushed his tongue deeply inside her body.
His pleasured moan rang against her skin as he started to thrust into her, fast and deep with every more, the way he would have done it with his fingers to drive her absolutely crazy in record time.
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Shifting one hand down to grip his shoulder, she draped her knee over his other one, her fingers tightening in his hair as she steadied herself. Of course Clint was there to help her, his strong hands holding her firmly. She could feel his breath on her most sensitive skin, and could already feel herself softening and growing wet, but thankfully he didn’t keep her waiting, and that first abrupt lick had her shivering and sucking in a breath. She really should have sat down for this, but she knew he wouldn’t let her fall, the idea of which made her even hotter.
“Oh god...” she moaned when he started thrusting into her, his face buried hard against her so she could feel his own moaning reverberating through her. “I love it when you fuck me with your tongue,” she breathed, fingernails digging into his shoulder slightly. “You’re so good with your mouth.”
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It was a challenge he gladly took, completely focusing on finding Natasha's most sensitive spot with his busy tongue. His initial enthusiastic attack had left that one sweet nub slightly engorged to his kisses and licking, and before long, he drew it gently between his lips and started working it over with the tip of his tongue.
With his eyes still locked on her face he watched every of her reactions, her skin flushing with lust, her fast, hectic breathing. Without surprise felt himself growing more than just a little interested just from that. She was so fucking gorgeous, he would never get tired of looking at her. He shifted a little in his kneeling position when his hips started to move involuntarily, the quickly growing heat left his cock laying heavily against his thigh, but made no move to touch himself. Later.
He did take one hand off her hip, though, still supporting her weight with the other and the shoulder she rested on, to run it up her chest, over the thin bra she was still wearing that by now revealed more than it was hiding. Sure fingertips finding one of her nipples, he kneaded it into hardness while he kept on sucking on her most sensitive point, deep moans and sighs rumbling in his throat.
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When he moved one hand she clung desperately to his hair, his shoulder, and by the time his hand found her breast she was already getting close. His name escaped her lips in a whimper and she pushed herself harder against him, her hand tightening in his hair. She had thought this would be a challenge for him on such a short time limit, but apparently she drastically underestimated his talent.
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For another sweet moment of intense sensation he dipped inside her body again, wound her up a little more with quickly swirling his tongue inside of her. Then he was right back at sucking her clit back between his lips, rubs and nibbles coming much quicker and harder now, in time with his fingertips working her just a tad too hard to challenge her.
All the while he hummed and moaned happily against her body, encouraged by her sounds of pleasure and the tight, nearly painful way she clutched down on his hair. His hand holding her tightened its grip when he felt her tremble, urging her to let herself fall, assuring her that he had her. Now and always.
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He held her tightly but she was afraid to let go so she dug her fingers harder into his shoulder and tried to find her voice, tried to let him know that she was close, but all that she could utter was another loud moan. There was nothing to lean her back against, nothing to fully support her weight but him; if her leg gave out she would fall.
He wouldn’t let her fall.
She knew it in that moment as strongly as she knew that he loved her. He would hold her up, he would support her, just as he always did, just as she did for him when he needed it. He would never hurt her, and he would do everything in his power to keep anything else from hurting her. If she fell he would catch her.
She let herself go.
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Still caught up in his own pleasure, he was very thorough licking the traces of her lust from her skin when she started to calm down, while his hands started to wander again, caressing her thighs, her back. After another soft, long kiss onto her stomach, he pressed his face gently against her hip, trying to get his own heavy breathing under control. Not too easy with her taste still in his mouth and the remains of her lust on his skin that he couldn't resist licking off.
He should be getting up probably and make sure that tub wasn't getting too full while Natasha was still caught up in the aftermath... But it kind of felt nice just being by her side like that for a few moments, with her perfectly shaped legs under his caressing hands and her smell still so close, making it hard to ignore his own arousal.
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“We should probably check the water,” she said, her voice sounding hoarse, but she too made no move to do that just yet. Her hands moved to rest between his shoulder blades in a loose embrace as he pressed his face against her and just stayed there, holding her gently yet close as the last shivers travelled through her body. “I do believe you’ve earned it.”
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Her reminder of their little game had him grin and broke the spell so he could bring himself to get up and turn the water off. Natasha had found just the right temperature to stay in there for a while but not start too hot when it was already warm enough outside, so he wasted no time climbing in. Stretching out under the thin layer of foam helped relaxing and chase an overdose of hormones off. He liked the view from here. The neighbor had quite a nice garden with the mandarin oranges just being in full bloom, and in the bright sunlight the colors were blinding.
But right now, admittedly, his eyes were more on another target. He leaned his head back lazily against the tub edge and wiggled his eyebrow at Natasha in an inviting manner.
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Catching the look he gave her she rolled her eyes and grinned at him in return. Pulling the bra off over her head and dropping it into the pile with their other clothes, she redid her ponytail into a messy, loose bun before stepping in and lowering herself into the tub across from him.
“I could get used to this,” she sighed contently, sinking low so only her head was above the water and stretching her legs out on either side of his.
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It had been just a short glimpse but he wouldn't ever get tired of the pleasure of Natasha's beautiful curves bare from all clothes. It always made him feel like a teenager seeing a naked woman for the first time. He convinced his libido - which thankfully was still kind of caught up in jet lag anyway - that now wasn't the time and kept his hands to himself for the moment.
There were other things to enjoy right now. Like watching Natasha's pale skin glow softly in the same bright light falling in through the window that he had just been admiring. See her relax in a way he hadn't often experienced it, free from the constant pressure of the next shooting or masquerade waiting. Things had fallen so naturally into place that he had to wonder why they had never done this before.
And at the same time he knew, of course, knew that the guy he had been before all this alien stuff wouldn't be here with her now, with the main concern being what there would be on his plate for lunch. For years - decades merely - there had been nothing but playing with the big guys on his plan. Doing his best, doing good for the world, chasing absolution for too many killshots he had taken without questioning. Playing the hero that no one had asked for.
Maybe he needed to be thankful for what happened in a way. At least it had woken him up from that illusion that a circus kid with a bow and an arrow could make a difference.
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She knew she should probably offering to return the favour, but Clint seemed rather relaxed already without it, and they never really worked that way. Usually they took their pleasure together, but sometimes they just gave it without agenda, expecting nothing in return. Besides, it wasn’t like she wouldn’t be good for it later, probably even before they got out of this tub. She was a tease, but she rarely left him wanting.
Very few people had seen her truly relax, mostly because it was something she rarely did. She could feign a perfect mask of relaxation, but Clint knew her too well to fall for it, so he knew this was the real thing. She would find it strange too if she let herself think about it, about the sequence of events that had led to them being here, but she didn’t think about it, didn’t think about anything; she just shut her mind off and let herself enjoy the moment, her toes idly brushing against Clint’s sides.
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He chuckled quietly to himself, eyes never leaving Natasha's face, and he found himself in love once more, with just the way she looked right now. With her lips slightly parted, a little red from the little encounter they had just had, where she probably had bitten down... Though he preferred to see her beautiful hair all wild and open flowing usually, that ponytail left her elegant features very clear, very young looking, without any make up or the usual frown when they had to prepare some kind of bullshit later on a day. With her eyes closed, there was a small drop of water caught in her lashes that he wanted to kiss away if he hadn't been so damn lazy.
He chuckled again when her toes found a ticklish spot - damn, he had thought she wasn't aware of that one - and moved his arm closer to his body to catch her ankle, tease her sole a little with just one fingertip.
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She could feel his eyes on her, his gaze as warm as the sun that filtered in through the open window. She knew he was studying her, but he made no move to touch her until she found a spot that made him jump slightly and grab her ankle in his hand. Her face lighting up in a bright smile, she slowly opened her eyes to look at him. Most of her ticklish spots had been trained out of her as a child, but there were a few not so obvious ones that still lingered a little. Her foot was not one of them.
“What’s the matter, Barton,” she teased, raising her free leg to place her foot flat right on the middle of his chest.
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The mood was shifting and he didn't mind at all, preferred it in fact to things becoming too melancholic. It was so much more interesting, running his fingertips all over the soft, smooth skin of her foot, on a half-hearted hunt for at least the smallest ticklish point. When he couldn't find any, his touch shifted to a more tender nature, palm and fingertips gently working all these sensitive points he had gotten to know over the weekend, the ones had had her sigh and purr.
"Trying to keep me on distance, red?", he asked in a deliberate low voice, muscles right there where she had her foot placed contracting and releasing enough for her to feel.
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Raising her eyebrows at him when he flexed his muscles under her foot, she sank lower in the water until her chin touched the surface, her eyes never leaving his.
“You said you were enjoying the view, and since you see better from a distance I thought I was helping,” she said, innocently.
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